Sunday, 12 June 2011

12th June @ 10.41

So I did finally get a call from Oxford on Friday but it was all a little frustrating. Basically they need another week before a firm decision is made. So although it actually doesnt matter its still very frustrating that nothing concrete is sorted.

Aside from that its not been a particularly productive week. I went out on the road on friday to help sort out the final leg of our paris to London charity bike ride. This year there will be 55 riders out there and with 3 sponsors on board covering all costs it promises to be a very successful few days.

Finally then by the end of this week I will actually know where I am going with this and then I promise to fill you in with all the details.

take care
x

Thursday, 9 June 2011

9th May @10.26am

Hi there its been a while since I last blogged so i wanted to update you. i am due to hear later this week as to the decision on whether i will need my stomach transplanted as well. Fingers crossed that its not needed although I have been told that it won't make much difference to the actual surgery time as its the bowel that is the complicated organ.

Right now though every day seems to drag on a little and I do feel that I am drifting a long a bit. I know that can't be helped so I should stop moaning but I am tying to use my time productively to work out what I am actually going to do once I am fit and healthy. Truthfully I am not sure exactly which direction to go in and I guess its one of those things that will sort of work themselves out but right now I do worry about it.

The biggest frustration though has to be the daily chore of just feeling ill, fed up, tired and unwell. At the moment I don't get more that a couple of hours proper sleep before being up and in the loo so consequently when I get up I am knackered. In addition my stomach seems to hurt most of the day so it really is a question of getting through the next couple of months. I know that I shouldn't moan so I apologise but life feels very frustrating at present.

On the bright side we have a wonderful bar mitzvah to look forward too and I am sure that for one weekend at least I will ignore my aches and pains and have an amazing time.

Hope you guys are also keeping well and i will blog again once I know the decision on the stomach.

take care
x